Hi all, this is a very insightful piece written by Bode Ogunshina a very good friend of mine- for my blog. It dwells on individual choices and religious beliefs. I hope it moves you a little bit closer to consciousness. Read enjoy and share! You can follow Bode on Twitter via @RudeBode.
Thanks.
L.S
YOU. BELIEVE. YOU.
When
I was growing up, trying my intellectual strength with things, trying to find
myself, becoming my own man, and whatever else you might want to call it, I
caught on to the concept of Atheism. I had been brought up a Christian, and my
parents weren’t even the most devout of Christians; but I was. I wasn’t about
to *beep* up my eternal life. I didn’t want to burn in Hell for eternity, and I
didn’t think anybody else would like to either.
Some
might say this mindset is simple; “The mind of a child”. Etcetera, etcetera.
I’d say this mindset is naïve, and also, the mind of a child. However, my
definition of the mindset of a child is not fraught with emotions, fantasy, and
a little bit of fact, but rather is more specific – the mind of a child lacks
the ability to think critically and philosophically. They accept what you tell
them without question, because their mind cannot fathom that you might be
wrong, or that there might be some other option.
I
remember when I was a kid, my father told me that his tribal marks were
acquired whilst he fought a lion. He couldn’t kill the lion, he said, but after
he had landed the lion a few blows, the lion got scared and *beep* fled the *beep*
off. I believed this story, and this is the exact same way that I believed the
story of Christianity, its doctrines, and that I had to give my offering or I’d
go to Hell, whilst the other kids used theirs to buy ice cream and candy after
church.
I
came across a course in my post-high-school years called Theory of Knowledge, T.O.K
for short. T.O.K basically defines truth, and classifies knowledge, whilst
teaching you other things that might help you shine in a Philosophy, Economics,
or Sociology class. T.O.K put my mind in my hand. T.O.K gave the deeds of my
mind into my, rightful, hands. I was no longer confined in the world of
morality and trends that my parents and the society had created for me. I could
now choose to do what the *beep* I wanted to with my mind, now that I had
realized that the truth is a singular unchanging concept no matter what they
might tell you, and no matter what kind of evidence they might present. That
the truth is the truth no matter what, no matter what they might tell you the
truth is.
Not
to delve into the interesting course of T.O.K too deeply, but T.O.K made me
realize that everything they have told us could be a lie. How do you know that
the historical facts that they have told you are true? Even in the world of
history, there have been many stories of historians altering knowledge for
their own gain. Most especially, I wondered how the *beep* we knew that God was
real, when there was no evidence, but only a book with, for the most part,
unknown origins.
This
is when I became an ‘atheist’. I became very angry at Christians, not just
because I believed that they had deceived me for the past 18 years, but also
because they were too stupid to see that what they were following didn’t make
sense; that what they were following could never make sense. Come on, man. What
the *beep*. God knows everything, but he still gives you a choice to decide
whether you go to Heaven or Hell. (I remember I used to say. “Either God is
omniscient, or he doesn’t give a choice. Either way, he’s a liar.”) Both those
concepts are mutually exclusive, logically (and obviously, from the point of
view of my then-beloved T.O.K). I tried and tried in vain to explain their
stupidity, ignorance, and stubbornness to Christians. I persecuted them with
words, I even, for a time, hated them.
I
am still not a Christian. I have dabbled with various other religions, but in
the end, they tired me out. But I am not an Atheist.
Atheism,
Christianity, Agnosticism, all these concepts, they are concepts of the
childish mind. One might wonder how which kind of child would be introduced to,
at least, the concepts of Atheism and Agnosticism. They cannot understand these
concepts, a morally upright and responsible adult would say. However, most
adults, until they die, still do not understand these concepts. Today,
Christians will still harbor that little prejudice against Atheists and
Agnostics. Agnostics and Atheists will still piss Christians off by cracking
Jesus-jokes and blaspheming freely.
They
do not understand that they are all the same thing. Atheists, Agnostics,
Christians, Muslims, Buddhists, Zoroastrians, Scientologists, Ifa worshippers,
they’re all the same thing. Christians and Muslims today are killing one
another in Nigeria, and it is because they still do not understand that they
are one and the same, and not according to the Bible or the Koran. The
ignorance in Nigeria is almost so complete that there is nearly no other
religious group in the country apart from Muslims and Christians.
The
world is populated by 7 billion children, descendants of God-knows-how-many
more humans, who have still not understood their basic nature.
I believe
Jehovah Jireh,
I believe
there’s Heaven,
I believe in
war,
I believe a
woman’s temple,
Gives her the
right to choose,
But baby don’t
abort,
I believe that
marriage isn’t,
Between a man
and woman,
But between love
and love,
And I believe
you when you say that,
You’ve lost all
faith,
But you must
believe in something,
Something,
Something,
You gotta
believe in something,
Something,
Something.
-
Lyrics by Frank
Ocean, from the song We All Try, performed by Frank Ocean.
That’s
the basic human nature. You have to believe in something. Every second, every
minute, every hour of your life, you have to believe in something. From
something as small as the time you read off your clock, to something as
emotional as the death of a loved one, to something as intellectual as the
Theory of Relativity, you have to believe everything. Science, Religion,
Emotion, Evidence, the Human Senses, these things might be a way of validating
knowledge, theories and doctrines, but at the end of the day, you still have to
believe.
They
say the Earth’s radius is 6400 km. You have to believe in that shit to accept
it. You have to believe that a kilometer is 1000 meters. You have to believe
that the Earth is called the Earth. One thing that T.O.K never told me is that
everything might be wrong, even T.O.K.
However,
there are some uncontested bits and pieces of knowledge, mostly those concepts
that are associated with nature. Gravity, agriculture, weather, and most things
found in nature cannot be refuted. These things occur every day. It rains, and
if you throw a knife vertically upward, you better move out of its way, because
it’s gonna come down.
Everything
else, you gotta believe.
Believe
it or not, everything that I have talked about up there is a digression, but
relevant. One thing I am sure of, is that it is YOU that determines what you
believe, and whether you believe. It is you that determines where your life
will go, where you will live, what job you will do, what you will eat tonight,
why not what you believe in?
A
simple example, the human body. Yeah, you can choose to do whatever you want to
do to your body, but you have to breathe. You have to piss. Same thing with the
human mind. You can choose whatever you wanna believe, but you have to believe.
When
I was a kid, I could not function under the assumption that there was no God.
Now, I am totally comfortable with that idea. In fact, now, I don’t give a *beep*
if there’s a God or not.
What
I’m trying to say here is that there are many different people in the world. If
people choose to believe in the Christian God, it is their thing. If they choose
not to, it is their thing. However, the prerequisite for living an enlightened
life is knowing that your belief is your choice. That is when you have left the
realm of childhood where they tell you what to believe, to the realm of truth
and T.O.K, where you choose what to believe.
When
this fact of life has become apparent to you, you will see that gay-bashing,
racial prejudice, religious wars, and all these conflicts based on differences
between human beings are baseless, and in reality they do not exist. You will
realize not that you are fighting your brother, but that you are fighting
yourself.
We’re
all the same; we all believe, we just believe different things.
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